This past month, I have been under tremendous stress. My boyfriend of 5 months have finally left for the U.S. People from work gossip about me and my relationship with him. It seems that many are interested in my love affair. Funny, last time I checked, I'm just an ordinary person, not a celebrity, so why the sudden gossip? Of course, being a drama queen, I have to react. My reactions were indeed shameful. I was reprimanded several times, not only by friends close to me but by my boyfriend as well. They reminded me that reacting to this rubbish only makes those useless people feel overly satisfied. I realized they are right. So I had to take a deep breath and just "chill".
I admit, this makes me more relax. Who cares about what they think? What matters most is what I think about myself and what the people I care about think of me.
I do not want to ruin my relationship with those who are important to me by thinking about what the unimportant ones think. I am happy with my relationship with my friends and family and with my boyfriend. Yes, I have proven that long distance relationship is utterly difficult but having him as my partner makes the distance bearable. I still do not know when this will last, but I am just glad that 5 months ago, I took the risk. Ours is not perfect but this was the happiest I've ever had.
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