drama queen: short fb confession

Note: As promised, I will post this in here once I have a PC to check on my blog. I am now in an internet cafe in one of the malls here in Bacolod, killing my time while it is raining outside and while jeepneys are having, in my opinion, an unsuccessful transportation strike. 

Anyway, it has been so long since I last visited my blog and I will now paste the note I have made this morning in FB using my cellphone. So here goes:

The reason why I tell or show someone right away that I like him is because I do like him. I mean, I'm not asking him to marry me on the spot or whatever. I'm not even asking him to court me and be his gf. I just plainly like the guy and I want him to be aware of that. Why? Because knowing someone likes you feels good right? If we can tell bad news, why not tell good ones? Another is that, there is a very slim chance he will or already likes me. If that is the case, he might respond to me and make me feel good (which is my aim here). I am not looking for a bf. I just want to feel good.

So, if you happen to be the/a guy I like and you happen to know that, please, please, don't take it too seriously. I just like you and I really do but it does not mean anything. I mean, I will not like you in the first place if I think you will like me too, you know. I liked you because I somehow knew it will not lead anywhere. Am I weird? I am just being my normal me... Haiz.. Sometimes, even I don't understand myself..

So if you happen to read this and you are positive that you are who I am talking about here, I want you to forget you read this in 5 minutes. And don't you ever mention this note to me. Besides, how can u be so sure that I'm talking about you?

Note: if you think it is you, and you are ultra sure it is you, then yes, i really like you. But that ends there.

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